Thursday, 18 March, 2010 - 17:33
I'm unable to find you there anymore.
I can't recognise you no more, you've changed so much.
To D :
It seriously hurts to see and to know. How I wish I was kept in the dark and not know how you are doing. Was it my fault that it really turned out this way? I can't praise myself for that should I? Neither will I push all the blame towards you.
Hope that you won't continue living your life this way, cause you're not gonna be able to continue having fun very soon. Please buck up. All I can do now is to support you mentally and morally. How I wish I'm able to enter your dream and give you two big tight slaps to wake you up and let you see the big picture.
Its alright if you don't wish to see me or acknowledge me cause I don't wish to see you anymore either. Though I think back to the good times. However, I can't stay in the past as much as I want to do so.
D, please change for the better and not the worst. You've heard this from me so many times alr. So please, stop walking down the wrong path.
Forever & Always,
your past.