Friday, 9 April, 2010 - 18:55
Loving secretly,
I can't place it all behind.
To you:
I don't wish for this to drag on any longer. We used to be best buddies remember? I don't know why and how, but we're drifting away. It really saddens me, even though you don't feel it that way. But I can't force things either. You used to cheer me up whenever I was down. Now that I'm down once again, you aren't here anymore.
To another you:
Hey we used to be close sisters, now that I'm not able to see you that often anymore and cause of our quarrelment, are we really gonna stay this way forever? You know I don't wish to see us be like this. You have no idea how much I wish to pick up the phone and dial your number. I miss your voice, your laughter. Girl, I'm really sorry. This is the first time we had been silent for so long. I know you're not bothered anymore. I just want you to know, I'm still waiting for a chance. I'm really sorry for what I've done & said.
As you can see things are going so wrong, I don't wish for any other thing to happen and take place in my life. Freaking mid-year is just 20 days away. Sigh, just as much as I wanna have fun and enjoy, I need to study and do well.
I like being with/around you. I hope I'm not falling for you.
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